Geek2babe

So last night, my boyfriend went to a hotel party last night with his friends and of course, girls will be at this party. But since, I had a year worth of trust for my boyfriend, I didn't care much about it. I knew he was mind and he will coming back to me. Well, one past, then two, then three, four, and no call from my boyfriend. I went to sleep and prayed that he was alright. That next morning, I called him to make sure he was alright. When he answer, he was still sleep, meaning he probably stayed at the party for a long time. He answer that he was still at the hotel. He slept over in a hotel room This is where my heart felt a rather sent

Let me point out that I am in a relationship with a wonderful man for 1 year and 21 days exactly. Earlier tonight, we got in a fight. A typically fight. A power struggle between him and me. Once we had our argument, we also do the same thing. Say we love each other and talk to the other person later in the day. But this is what get me everytime the argument ends. I always wonder, "Maybe I'll be happier if I was single..." Is this bad of me?  Once again let me say I love this man, but at the same time, why do I feel this way? But then when I think about this, I always come up with if I was single, I'm going to say, "I wish I was in a relation